Forsaken

So, I came home from college, unable to read.

My mom kept barging in and telling me to work.  I traveled around with her.

When I came back, again, we moved and after awhile I stopped going out.

It was then hard for me to ever go around the house, and I was in my room without food for a long time.

I tried to get healthy and make meals.  However, things didn't work out.  I was a little risky online but not much, and people were really mean to me.  It's important to note that they're not generally that way.

Now, I just feel kinda drained.

Stuff for My Room

Quantity *2* of $78 5-level bookshelf link

$10 computer stand link

$25 printer stand link

The Rich

Why are some rich people not very comfortable?  Only their kids?  Only Lily Rose seems like a normal person who is a child celeb.  Also, her hair is all white and her eyes are so dark but were blue as an infant.

Please don't sympathize with me.  I'm 26.  I can handle this.

My Eyes

They're feeling a bit overcome.  Well, not like in an alive way.

STOP

I'm getting weird mimicky messages from Ellen that like distort and disgust me for when I feel hurt and for some reason say nigger or k*** on my blog.  Come talk to me on and keep up with my blog.

STOP

I'm getting weird ways that my blog loads and stuff and it's like people are mimicking Ellen.

Also, I forgot to shave and my crotch itches!  ':0  I guess I have to shave there every time I shower...

Why am I so fat?  I just did some workout.  Why am I fatter for doing it?

Poor

I need to rearrange my room, maybe give up the art space, maybe put the keyboard out, too.  Pack away my electric guitar and harp, somehow.  Put together a bigger bookshelf, guess it has to be wood.  What else?  Maybe ask my parents for new furniture???  Other things, too.

Uncomfortable

For some reason, I don't feel so comfortable.  I don't know why.  I just did some exercise.  Abs for about 2 minutes.  I got a nice rental for a week.

Like, I want to go to the bathroom, but I have to put on my earplugs so I don't hear my dad wake up and snore all the time.

Back from the bathroom again, haven't brushed my teeth since waking up tonight.

I guess I needed to work out more.

I'm having my female thing, ending, and didn't have the right pads.