STOP

Leave me alone about what I did and deleting things.  You're already twisting what I really meant and how I really said it.  You'd probably be able to tell I said something like that, even if I deleted it, too, I know.

Back to Rest

I'm going back to bed.  I feel a lot of pressure in my head from the ear plugs.

2 Blogs

Maybe, I need to make a mad blog and a happy blog.  :(

Forsaken

So, I came home from college, unable to read.

My mom kept barging in and telling me to work.  I traveled around with her.

When I came back, again, we moved and after awhile I stopped going out.

It was then hard for me to ever go around the house, and I was in my room without food for a long time.

I tried to get healthy and make meals.  However, things didn't work out.  I was a little risky online but not much, and people were really mean to me.  It's important to note that they're not generally that way.

Now, I just feel kinda drained.

DID YOU GET THIS

My dad keeps acting nasty to me.  I just was asking him questions and didn't feel as good|healthy, hadn't gone to the grocery store much.  Now, he's just mean.  I know he just got upset once, and then things just ended with him.  He's too uptight.  He keeps turning his back and acting dramatic ... see, he keeps being mean.  I'm hearing weird noises in my noisemaker, and my ear plugs aren't working well.  I can barely think now.

SOMEONE STOP THIS

Insulting Messages

I keep getting insulting messages supposedly from Ellen DeGeneres, and they keep getting brushed aside like shit.

SOMEONE STOP HER

I'm getting images of my grandma hurting a boy I know.  Like stimulating him in some way.  Humiliating his dignity.  Just stop, you bloomin' idiots!

STOP

Stop bothering me with sounds of Kate Bush.

Also, now, my noisemaker seems to be warbling.  I keep getting new messages of insult!  Someone stop it!  My life was taken from me and was torturous!

Stuff for My Room

Quantity *2* of $78 5-level bookshelf link

$10 computer stand link

$25 printer stand link

HELP!

I keep hearing noises when I try to relax.

SHUT UP

SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING YOU GOOD FOR N

Europe

I don't need Europe steamlined and ruined for me.

Nell Burton

Would you say Nell Burton has used me?

STOP

Can you stop bothering me and learn to blog!

The Rich

Why are some rich people not very comfortable?  Only their kids?  Only Lily Rose seems like a normal person who is a child celeb.  Also, her hair is all white and her eyes are so dark but were blue as an infant.

Please don't sympathize with me.  I'm 26.  I can handle this.

My Eyes

They're feeling a bit overcome.  Well, not like in an alive way.

Torn

People are trying to tear apart my opportunity.

Creeped Out

Do you get creeped out when people know what you're gonna do way in advance and when you do lots of things?

Proof

I think that there's nothing else you can do is proof things have gone out of hand.  I tried to be nice, and my dad seemed to just say no because I finally seemed better.  I'm gonna *beep * him!

STOP

Stop suggesting I have to do perverted things!

STOP

My aunt keeps treating me like her sister's daughter!  ':0

Also, I know that when you realize a point from someone else you will follow suit.

STOP

I'm getting weird mimicky messages from Ellen that like distort and disgust me for when I feel hurt and for some reason say nigger or k*** on my blog.  Come talk to me on and keep up with my blog.

STOP

I'm getting weird ways that my blog loads and stuff and it's like people are mimicking Ellen.

Also, I forgot to shave and my crotch itches!  ':0  I guess I have to shave there every time I shower...

Why am I so fat?  I just did some workout.  Why am I fatter for doing it?

Poor

I need to rearrange my room, maybe give up the art space, maybe put the keyboard out, too.  Pack away my electric guitar and harp, somehow.  Put together a bigger bookshelf, guess it has to be wood.  What else?  Maybe ask my parents for new furniture???  Other things, too.

STOP SUGGESTING THINGS TO ME

Dead Ahead

I just brushed my teeth but feel winded.

My socks keep getting wet, which reminds me to remember to get a mat.

People are busy making suggestions to me, too, and to suggest to people I know, as though it were needed, but these people should have never got this attention!  ':0

I also figured out something of what was wrong with Ellen DeGeneres, like why she's kinda seeming to agree with some bad messages that have been plaguing me.

Also, Tim Burton does seem to be snide, as well.  Goes behind your back and is dishonest with you, as though that's okay by him, only to get stimulated with his daughter, later.

I see the winter is coming on fast.

Upset

I'm tired of brainless know-it-alls.

I used to complain about my cousin being mean all the time, and it seems people have used it against me.

Uncomfortable

For some reason, I don't feel so comfortable.  I don't know why.  I just did some exercise.  Abs for about 2 minutes.  I got a nice rental for a week.

Like, I want to go to the bathroom, but I have to put on my earplugs so I don't hear my dad wake up and snore all the time.

Back from the bathroom again, haven't brushed my teeth since waking up tonight.

I guess I needed to work out more.

I'm having my female thing, ending, and didn't have the right pads.

Stop

I don't want your little surprises because of the n word thing.

WILL YOU STOP

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY GRANDMA.  GET HER TO STOP!  SHE AFFECTED ME ON THE PHONE!  I CAN TALK TO PEOPLE AND NOT HAVE PEOPLE BE MEAN TO THEM.  QUIT BEING MEAN TO ME.  ANSWER.

Stop

Stop being mean to and giving attention to this boy from England who used to IM me.

Boycott

Oh, I forgot...  I didn't follow Ellen DeGeneres on Twitter because she was joking around that she didn't want certain people to follow her over the summer and so I took a break.  Ever since, she's been nasty.  I get weird messages connected to her.  Why don't we just e****** my dad or like stop relaying messages from him?

I'll be upset if you were smart enough to know I would post this and need to get you back ... though I shouldn't say I'm not a mean person.

SHUT UP

Start

Start making fantasies about Ellen DeGeneres or my dad that hurt them.

WILL YOU STOP TALKING TO MY DAD

I Tweeted this "joke" to some people awhile back...  I said I wouldn't talk to them if they talked to my dad.  They wouldn't stop being mean, simply.

Comfort

If my life doesn't become more comfortable, I'm just gonna *beep* you all!

Shut up and leave me alone about what I post!  '}:{

Ellen

Ellen DeGeneres lives in a world of fantasy.

My Dad

I was gonnna post something important about my dad but forgot what it was.  Also, in the garage I'm cooped and uncomfortable, yet, in my room, before the mental hospital, I felt okay.

I'm upset I've been being haunted since I started watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Nothing happened recently, but people've been mean to me this weekend, too.

I'm not sure what's wrong with my dad, but people are encouraging him.  '}:{  I'm gonna *beep* you all.